Yeah, it's not one person specifically, or even everyone collectively, just...something in the middle I think we all fall into, like I said to Angel? Maybe that doesn't make logical sense, but it's this weird blob of Feelings and feelings are rarely logical, ha.

I'm sorry things have been rough on you, and I know that your posts are always open--which I really appreciate, and honestly haven't taken advantage of as much as I could. Definitely something to work towards going forward. <3333